Emotional breakdown

I cried. In public, today. You know, there are times when you don't feel good about yourself, your self esteem just come crashing down. Times when you don't feel like doing anything. Because all of a sudden you're so sensitive to everything and at the same time you feel so weak. It is so scary how a negative thought can link to another. And that's when the pile of emotions from everything I'm unhappy of came rushing out in a continuous cycle. I can't control it. The more the people around talks and acts the way I dislike, the more annoyed I am and the more the tears start coming down. Adding on to it, my stupid sister is adding salt to my wound. I swear, I'm not putting on a show to cry in public, I can't control my tears. I felt... confused too, not knowing what is the real reason I feel so down that I kept crying. I hate it. I hated myself for feeling this way. I felt stupid. Its so hard to find yourself and stay unique, be yourself. Sigh. I need to pick up myself and gain back my self esteem. Tomorrow will be a better day. I hope. Keep the faith and stay strong.